Sometimes, I'm grateful to be a scholarship holder. It lessens my parents' burden, it eases me in pursuing my dream. Because of the grace from Him, I get to study here, and I have been through more than 2 years, it is more than half way. Studying music costs a lot. Initially I just wanted to apply if I can get full scholarship. Unexpectedly, I got it! And it's full scholarship. That means, what I need to do is to study without paying the tuition fee. Yes, thank God.
But...
I don't like the bond, really. I know I need to pay as there is no free gift in this world. This is what I need to deal with, to learn, to grow.
It's really the time, I can't escape.
Lord, teach me, help me. I want to do the best in my studies. Yet life is even more stressful when I'm facing the supervisors. In Your embrace, I rest. :'(